AUTHOR:
LISA RENEE JONES
Pages:
62
Date:
23/02/2014
Grade:
4+
Details:
No. 3.1 Inside Out
Received from Gallery, Threshold
Pocket Books through NetGalley
Own
/ Kindle
The
blurb:
“In a world where my only escape has been my art,
Sara has been the light in my darkness. And there is darkness, the kind of inky black that can bleed from my life
to hers.
She doesn't see it. She doesn't understand what I've shown her. And my biggest fear is that soon...she will.”
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My thoughts:
““The
painting isn’t about you getting covered in tats. I lower my voice. “It’s about
you being covered in me.””
I
don’t know what it is about Lisa Renee Jones but she always manages to touch
me. This woman has a way with words that reaches some place inside me and
evokes emotions. And that’s the reason this review will probably end up being
more about the quotes than the story-line or my thoughts on it.
Unlike
the main books in the ‘Inside Out’ series, in which we follow the story from
Sara’s perspective, this novella is told in Chris’ voice.
Sara
and Chris are still in France but getting ready to travel back to America and
the trail for Rebecca’s murder. It seems that they have dealt with everything
Chris felt he had to share with Sara better than he feared they would and have
found a balance. Chris needs to be in control of his life and those who share
it with him. Just as Sara needs somebody to hand control over to.
“I
need this control. She needs a safe place to give it away.”
And
now that Chris has asked Sara to marry him, and she has accepted his proposal,
it seems that they may be able to look forward to a less turbulent future
together once the deal with the issues still waiting for them back in America.
“I
told you once that if you stayed with me, I’d own your body. Every last inch of
it. Marriage seals that deal.”
Sara
has seen all the damage pain can cause. She’s witnessed the need it can create
in people and the turmoil resulting from that. And yet, she can’t resist the
lure of sensual pain when Chris introduces her to it. She trusts her man, and
while Chris isn’t sure how he earned that trust or that he deserves it, he can’t
resist using it to enhance their relationship.
“There
are two kinds of pain, Sara. Pain meant to create pleasure, and pain meant to
be just pain. You’ll never know that kind with me. Never.”
As
far as Sara is concerned Chris has shared his dark secrets with her and she’s
discovered she can deal with them and still love him. Chris knows better
though; there are still levels to his darkness that she isn’t fully aware of
and while he’s ready to leave France behind without sharing them, his past isn’t
ready to leave them alone. When Chris’ past intrudes on their happiness yet
again, Chris wants to confront it on his own but Sara won’t let him. Chris is
sure that once this last secret has been revealed to the woman he loves, she’ll
leave him.
“But
if you run, run fast. Because I’m going to come after you. That’s just the kind
of bastard I can’t seem to help being.”
The
scenes Sara is forced to witness are dark and disturbing and yet she doesn’t
run. The real problem, as far as Sara is concerned, is not that Chris has
darkness in his past or even that life can still trigger a reaction and need in
him. What bothers her is that he doesn’t trust her to use her own judgement and
doesn’t believe in her strength when it comes to dealing with everything he and
his past can throw at her
“You told me to see you once
before, Chris. I’m begging you to see me now. I love us and you. And I love
where you take me, and what you make me feel.”
If
I’m perfectly honest I have to say that this book didn’t add a lot to the story
so far. There are no new revelations about Chris’ past, and I was expecting something
along those lines. Having said that, I did enjoy this story and loved the
opportunity to hear Chris’ voice. In fact, I’m enjoying these views from other
character’s perspective so much that I’m sorry we don’t get more of them, or
longer versions. Still I’m completely invested in this story and can’t wait
until I can read more of it. Regardless of whose perspective it will be told
from I know I’ll find myself engrossed in the story and collecting another set
of quotes.
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