Staged
(Belonging #3) by Kim Fielding
Pages:
255
Copy
received from Riptide Publishing
through Netgalley
E-book
/ Paperback
The
blurb:
Once the second-prize winner on My Slave’s Got Talent,
Sky Blue has spent the past few years singing at a failing New York nightclub.
While Sky has never had control over his fate, his life seems to take a turn
for the worse when he’s torn from the familiar comfort of performing and sold
to a rich and enigmatic man.
Morgan Wallace takes his newly purchased slave to San Francisco, his intentions unclear. On the one hand, he treats Sky with more kindness than Sky has ever known—treats him like a real person. On the other hand, he shares Sky at parties hosted by his sadistic new friends.
A confused slave is an endangered slave, and Sky isn’t even sure of his master’s real name. Is he Morgan Wallace, wealthy and cruel, or Mackenzie Webster, caring and compassionate? Caught between hope, fear, and an undeniably growing attachment, Sky struggles to untangle which parts are real and which are merely a performance. His future, his heart, and even his life may depend on it.
Reader discretion advised. This title contains the following sensitive themes:
dubious consent
explicit violence
non-consent
Morgan Wallace takes his newly purchased slave to San Francisco, his intentions unclear. On the one hand, he treats Sky with more kindness than Sky has ever known—treats him like a real person. On the other hand, he shares Sky at parties hosted by his sadistic new friends.
A confused slave is an endangered slave, and Sky isn’t even sure of his master’s real name. Is he Morgan Wallace, wealthy and cruel, or Mackenzie Webster, caring and compassionate? Caught between hope, fear, and an undeniably growing attachment, Sky struggles to untangle which parts are real and which are merely a performance. His future, his heart, and even his life may depend on it.
Reader discretion advised. This title contains the following sensitive themes:
dubious consent
explicit violence
non-consent
My
thoughts:
For possibly the first time ever I’m not
entirely sure whether or not this review contains (a)spoiler(s). Proceed with
caution.
First things first. While this is the third book in
a series it can easily be read as a stand-alone. In fact at no point while
reading this story did I feel I was missing information or wished for more
background on either the characters or the world the story is set in. While Staged certainly made me curious about those earlier
books, I don’t think there’s any need to read them first…unless you want to of
course J
Staged. *sigh* The story is told from Sky Blue’s perspective
and I think Kim Fielding did an amazing job getting into the head space of a
man who was born a slave, raised a slave and destined to always be a slave. His
descriptions of his life were devastating. It wasn’t just the fact that he was
treated without any consideration, at best, and with cruel disregard at worst,
although that was heartbreaking enough. What really got to me was that he basically
lived a life without any possibility of it ever getting better. It wasn’t so
much that he lived without hope, because he still wished for an owner who
wouldn’t be cruel, who wouldn’t hurt or mistreat him, but as hopes go, that is
scraping the barrel. What really got to me was his resignation and the fact
that it made perfect sense. When being a slave is all you’ve ever known, when
you’ve been told so often that you are less, that you don’t feel like
normal—free—people do, that you almost believe it, resignation is probably the
only way to survive.
Given that context it makes perfect sense for Sky to
be utterly confused when his new Master, Morgan Wallace (or is it Mackenzie
Webster?) treats him with kindness, looks after him, buys him nice clothes, and
cooks him great food. Sky has never encountered this before. Nobody has ever
cared about his comfort or his feelings, and he has no idea how to deal with
someone who appears to do just that. Especially when that same person is also
the man who hands him over to strangers to be hurt and abused in the most
horrific ways, only to tenderly nurse him back to health afterwards.
Poor Sky is confused and doesn’t know what to think.
For me the one issue I had with this book was that I didn’t share Sky’s confusion
and fear about his new Master. As early as the third chapter Wallace has told
Sky that he’s sorry about what he will have to put him through, but that he
doesn’t have a choice. While Sky doesn’t have the frame of reference to either
understand or fully believe that statement, for me as a reader, that was the
moment the story lost some of its tension and became less dark, despite the
fact that the horrendous abuse scenes were still to come.
This is of course a very personal opinion and others
may well disagree with me, but I would have preferred it if I’d been kept
guessing about Wallace, his motives, and his feelings towards Sky. While the
fact that I, as the spectator, didn’t worry about Wallace as much as Sky did,
was a wonderful way to illustrate how Sky’s slave mind worked, it did, for me,
make the story less edgy than I thought it would be.
Other than that one point, this book was wonderful.
The world it describes is ours, except that slavery is an almost worldwide
routine, and that makes the story that much more credible and scary; it’s all
too easy to believe in this version of the world. I completely and utterly fell
for Sky and cheered him on for every step of his long, difficult, painful, and
confusing journey, and rejoiced when he finally found his own power.
I’m impressed that the author managed to give me a
clear idea about who Webster was and what he felt without ever getting into his
head. We only see him from Sky’s perspective and yet we see Webster’s struggle
clearer than Sky can. That is fabulous writing.
One word of warning. There are a few very ugly
scenes in this book. While they are ‘only’ scenes and not the tone of the book,
they will without a doubt shock some readers. Having said that, comparatively
speaking, those dark scenes make up only a small part of the story. Most of
this book tells the story of two men from different worlds, with no idea about
the other person’s reality, learning about each other and in the process about
themselves.
Overall this was a very good, very well written and
totally engrossing book. I’m very glad I had four consecutive hours of almost uninterrupted
reading time because I don’t think I would have been able to put the book down
for whatever reason. While the book wasn’t quite as dark as I expected it to
be, and I would have preferred to have been kept guessing about Webster a while
longer, I still highly recommend this as a fabulous read.
