Showing posts with label Dark Erotica. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dark Erotica. Show all posts

Monday, 7 May 2018

Alpha (Tamed & Trained #2) by R. Phoenix and M.A. Innes




Sequel to Puppy (Buy Link)
Length: Approximately 39k words
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Release Date: April 27, 2018


Blurb

Zain was just a dog walker. It was an unconventional job for a werewolf, even a brand new one, but he liked dogs and they liked him. It only seemed to make sense… right up until the point a vampire called him in to take care of his human pup. When his life collided with Liam and Caleb’s, none of them were prepared for the directions it could take.

Especially Zain.

But between the sexy pup and the vampire’s creativity, the power struggles pitting dominance against submission — and acceptance — the two might be too intriguing to just walk away from…

Review

This was a very welcome and long overdue return to Liam and Caleb, or the vampire and his (human) pup, I first met in Puppy. And to say I wasn’t disappointed, would be the understatement of the year. Alpha picks up the story some time after the end of its prequel and is as hot, intriguing, and absorbing as Puppy was.

The story starts with Liam bringing Caleb to what will be their new home; a real house, with white picket-fence and all. Inside a room has been prepared for Caleb with the installation of a proper kennel, and the back garden would be any dog’s dream.

Except, Caleb isn’t really a dog, of course. Liam may treat him as one, and expect him to behave like a canine, but Caleb is still far too human to just fall into his role. Having said that, it is getting increasingly difficult for Caleb to forget that he’s not Liam’s pet; the arousal and pleasure he derives from losing himself in the role is getting ever harder to resist.

 Enter Zain, recently turned werewolf and looking for a job as a dog-walker. Little does he know what he will face when he first enters the normal looking house on a normal looking street. Faced with a human-pup, be it with a real tail, Zain is somewhat lost without clear instructions, until he decides to treat Caleb as he would every young dog. And the strategy works. Aware that rewards await good pups, Caleb obeys Zain’s orders — mostly — and appears to be losing himself in his role.

“How long would it be before there was no coming back from this?” - Caleb

The fact that Zain and Caleb seem to be bonding in no time at all, and that Caleb obeys Zain with an ease he’s never shown Liam, doesn’t sit well with the vampire, although it intrigues him too. A battle of wills ensues between Liam and Zain until they settle on a set-up all three of them can live with.

I guess what I liked most about this story is that all three MCs are taken out of their comfort zone and forced to come to terms with the not entirely comfortable yet strangely appealing consequences of their situation. They each face doubts and demons of their own; all three are both disturbed and excited about the attraction between them and their roles. And the mental journey each of them goes through is fascinating.

Sure, this is a story set in a dark universe, where consent is a term that no longer applies to humans. But, I wouldn’t call this a disturbingly dark read, not at all. Because while Caleb learns to lose himself in his puppy role, Zain shows him endless amounts of human kindness, contradictory as that may seem, given that he’s a werewolf. As for Liam, he finds himself experiencing feelings he’s never felt before and can’t recognise or name, showing that maybe, just maybe, buried deep beneath is dark, ‘vampiric’ nature hide softer almost human-like needs and desires.

As much as there were moments when I thought I should probably be horrified — such as when Liam and Zane discuss what other alterations their pup might benefit from — I couldn’t stop myself from smiling when I read those scenes. Because while it may not be a ‘relationship’ we recognise, or a form of intimacy we understand, there’s no denying that a bond is forming between these three men. And I, for one, can’t wait to see what form that bond will ultimately take or what the rest of their journey will look like.


Further reading

Click the links for more information about Alpha and my review of Puppy




Saturday, 27 August 2016

Lost in the Echo by Jack L. Pyke


Book Information:




Story blurb:


Three days. Three questions. Three answers.

Kidnapped, blindfolded, and bound to a bed, running away isn't an option any more for Will Chambers. Despite being a linguistic tutor and having every conversational tool at his disposal, all Will wanted to do was fade into the background, become lost in the echo of wild heath and harbour. But now someone wants to put his body and mind on full display, force Will to find his voice—answer three questions, over three days. All Will has to do is provide three... simple... answers.

My thoughts:

This is going to be one of those ‘o my God, I want to say all the things but I can’t give anything away’ sorta reviews. This story blew me away. It had me wondering and guessing what exactly was going on from the start and the answers and revelations were nothing short of stunning.

This is a story about grief and (not) dealing with it. It’s about a man, Will, who has shut himself down. He actively avoids feeling and dealing with what has happened and doesn’t realise—or refuses to see—that this road will lead him to more rather than less loss and pain.

Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind. Sometimes the kindest thing you can do for another is break them down to their basics so that they can find a foundation to build themselves up again. Sometimes the questions you least want to answer are those that will allow you to move forward, if only you find the courage or incentive to face them.

I loved how this story was written. Exactly what is going on, what has happened and how it relates to what is happening in the present is only slowly revealed. The reader has to pay attention; every word is important, every action has a reason and every thought reveals more than is clear at first glance.

There’s darkness, fear, anger, and despair in this story but ultimately this is a story about hope, about bonds that can’t be broken and turning your gaze to the future rather than allowing the past to swallow you whole.

I’m sorry. I know I’m being very vague here, but trust me when I say that I do so on purpose, be it reluctantly. You’ll want to experience this story. A large part of the magic this tale weaves lies in the fact that the reader only slowly discovers what is happening and why. You’ll just have to trust me when I say that you should read this book and allow the mystery to reveal itself as you turn the pages. It is impossible to do so without feeling the pain, experiencing the fear, and hoping that feelings that have been ignored for too long are still strong enough to forge a new future.


This was my first book by Jack L. Pyke but it most certainly won’t be my last. This author has a unique voice and a magical way with words. It was impossible not to be drawn into Will’s experience and emotions. Last night I went to sleep thinking about this story and this morning it was the first thing I thought about when I woke up. I wouldn’t be at all surprised if the same thing happened again tonight. Lost in the Echo is a worthy addition to my list of extra special books. I can’t wait to find out if the other books Jack L. Pyke has written will affect me in a similar fashion.

Sunday, 24 July 2016

Puppy by R. Phoenix




Short Story
A Ripples in the Status Quo Story
Own / E-book

The blurb:

While other vampires glut themselves on the rewards of a world where humans are little more than food or entertainment, Liam has found himself bored with the new status quo. An attempt to alleviate his boredom brings him to Caleb, a man who’s willing to do what it takes to get out of the slums--even if it means becoming something less than human. 

This peek into the Ripples in the Status Quo world is a standalone out of the timeline of the series. 

My thoughts:

This was such a fun read. J

Yes, I did read Puppy and yes, I know the universe the author created here is anything but nice and sweet. And yet….

Let me go back a few steps and admit that I haven’t read any of the other, earlier, Ripples in the Status Quo books. But, since the author assures us Puppy can be read as a stand-alone, I did just that. And it's true. This book reads as a self-contained work. My point is that I have no idea how this story compares to the other books, so I can’t tell you whether Puppy is less dark than its predecessors or whether I’m just twisted that way. J

I thoroughly enjoyed myself reading this story. Sure, there are darker aspects to it. When Liam, a vampire, captures Caleb, a mere human, it is not as if Caleb has any choice when it comes to what happens next. And what happens next is deeply humiliating, occasionally painful and not nice at all. The thing is, Caleb likes humiliation. And while he’d prefer it if Liam wasn’t aware of that, there’s not a lot he can do to hide it when he’s constantly naked. Then again, just because Caleb enjoys humiliation doesn't mean he's going to roll over and play dead, and he's not inclined to hide his deviance either. He's a snarky little bugger and I liked him. 

There’s not a whole lot else I want to say about the story itself. Read it, allow it to surprise you, and enjoy it. And, if you think I’m mad for calling it a fun read, please come and let me know.

What I will say is that this book was a pleasure to read. Not only did I thoroughly enjoy the story, it was also very well written. Despite this being a short story I got a good feel for who the characters were and how they operated. I also wouldn’t mind spending more time with them and getting to know them even better, so I’m delighted the book concludes with the words: ‘The end (…for now)’.


Further reading:


From light to grey to dark, follow those who test and defy the status quo's subjugation of humans. In a world where the supernatural reign supreme, only love can set off the ripples that could change this depraved world for the better. But will the cost be too high? 

'Bought,' 'Ravel,' and 'Recoil' feature different characters whose lives begin to come together in 'Owned' and 'Temper.' 

Series: 
1. Bought - Jace & Elias. 
2. Ravel - Ashton & Reese. 
3. Recoil - Khaz & Noah. 
4. Owned - Khaz & Noah, Jace & Elias. 
5. Temper - Ashton & Reese, Jace & Elias. 

Standalones: 
Puppy – Liam & Caleb

Sunday, 29 May 2016

The Prisoner by Kol Anderson

The Prisoner by Kol Anderson

Original cover
Pages: 300
Date: May 29, 2016
Details: The Broken Series Season 1
Own / Paperback

The blurb:

Aaron Taylor is a rent-boy. 
The Dream everyone wants to come true. 

Vincent Greene is the client from hell. 
The man who wants to make sure that dream ends up BROKEN. 

Just when Aaron thinks his life is beginning to make sense, his handler sends him to a new client. Vincent Greene looks like he might just be Aaron’s best client yet, but what Aaron doesn't know, is that under Vincent's alluring facade, lurks a heart capable of extreme cruelty. 

My thoughts:

And then there are those books which leave you thinking ‘what the fuck did I just read?’ and ‘how the fuck am I going to write my thoughts down?’

To start with the first question, what I just finished reading is best described as non-con, dark erotica in the strictest sense of the word. These three stories feature abduction, cruelty, torture, and rape all inflicted upon Aaron, a character so nice and innocent, despite his rent-boy status, it breaks your heart experiencing the events mostly from his perspective.

I could go into lengthy details about the sort of horrors Aaron encounters but I’ll refrain. I’m fairly sure that readers who are drawn to books like this one will have a pretty good idea what to expect. I’d much rather write about another aspect of this story, one that took my breath away. For me, if this story is anything, it is a testament to the mind’s determination to stay alive. And in order to keep its ‘owner’ safe, Aaron’s mind comes up with almost convincing constructions and lies in order to prevent him from just giving up and dying, although he does come close.

The dynamic between Aaron and Vincent, the man who abducts and subsequently ‘trains’ him, is frightening due to how plausible it all is. I know there’s a good word and psychological explanation for everything I read: Stockholm Syndrome. I realise it’s not something the author has invented, but the way in which he describes the process and makes it happen on the page is stunning. Aaron’s emotional journey is vivid, real and very logical. And THAT is what makes this book such a shattering read. It is impossible not to like Aaron and fall for him, which makes having to watch his journey, as he’s slowly broken into pieces which may never slot back into their original settings, all the more heartbreaking.

Hardly any character in this book is exactly who or what they appear to be when the story starts. Some who at first appear heartless and cruel will turn out to have feelings after all, and others, who at first glance seem to be nothing but bystanders suddenly turn up centre-stage. And that’s all I can say about that without resorting to spoilers.

I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to read and appreciate this book. I’ve tried starting a dark series before and haven’t found the courage to go back to where I stopped reading yet. The Prisoner has me convinced that I should probably try again. This story captured me from the first page, be it in a car-crash sorta fashion. In fact I’ve one-clicked ‘Season Two’ of this series just now, because I have to know what will happen next; especially considering the bombshell the author dropped in the last few pages.


To summarise: The Prisoner is a captivating read but only if you enjoy and can stomach dark erotica. (And it appears I had less problems writing my thoughts down that I feared I might have J)

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